well it's been a crappy emo few weeks
or has it merely been a day or two
yes...
that's it
amazing how it feels like forever
how it feels like weeks
*sigh*

i love the music of jay chou
however...when you feel down
his songs that hurt when you're happy
hurt ever so much more
listening to qi li xiang right now makes me want to scream
and rage
and cry my heart out
i dunno why i feel so strongly about so little

i just do

RL Friends:



Peeps I Watch:

:

- show that you care

ok it's too hot...this is crazzzzyyy...lol
i feel like i can't breathe
and i hope soon for some cooler weather
i'm so happy that this summer i'm working tho
it's one way to beat the heat
since i'm air conditioned all day

talking about work
there's this guy at work
he's so adorable
he's a driver
(i work at a car dealership)
and he drives a truck
and he drives fast and slightly reckless
he's gotta be at least 20 *sigh*
and i'm pretty much invisible to him
i think he works for kia cuz he always delivers mail from kia to my mom
(she deals with kia deals)
and he has to walk past my desk
since i sit next to my mom
i guess i'm just invisible to him
but i sit opposite the front entrance
on the second floor
har har
so i get to see that delicious thing walk in everyday
lol

once he asked me where the "funky" envelopes go
and i had no idea
and i blathered like an idiot
and finally told him to ask sandra (my supervisor)
oh ann the talented
lol

aw my DA subscription ran out
i'd like to thank amy (=dualdesigns) once again
cuz she bought me two subscriptions in a row
she's so awesome
and it was her bday recently so go visit her and wish her belated wishes
this view is crummy
*wishes she had pay pal or credit or SMTHG!*

lol
anyways
i have to go do my couple hours of uni prep
yes...she is studying during the summer
but UT is a hard uni and i want to do good
so i gotta study hard in order to do that
but this weather is NASTYYYYYYY!!!!!
with humidex it's 41 or smthg
it's not the heat i mind
it's the humidity

the fan blowing me straight in the face is drying out my eyes and giving me a headache
haha

RL Friends:



Peeps I Watch:

:

- show that you care

hmm
it's be two weeks shy of seven months
and it's the first time i could go visit adam again
and think of him again
it's been hard
it's almost like if i kept away
it didn't exist
and i just couldn't take i guess the truth
specially with the things going on in the world lately
i konw adam has some opinions to express up there
lol
and no matter where he is
i know u konw how i feel
so i guess i'm just excusing myself for not visiting you

i wrote a lovely poem (in my opinion) last night at 3smthg AM
but i couldn't post up cuz DA was in read only mode

i find that there are lot of great traditional artists on DA
i especially love the b & w portraits i've been faving lately
i wish i was that good

i have a headache
and do not feel so great
maybe i'll curl up with my book (and yes i gave in and i'm reading a nice sappy romance novel)
with some coffee
--oh no...we're out of milk

smtmes
girls just like to be cuddled
we just wanna cuddle
and hold hands or smthg innocent
and be shown a little affection
they're not really looking for love or anything
and this was just random
lol

RL Friends:



Peeps I Watch:



- show that you care

hi everyone
i haven't been here lately
sorry for that
i got a job
a 8-4 job
but i have to get up at 6
and i get home everyday at 5 exhausted
and this weather doesn't promote sitting in front of a comp either

today is canada day!
happy birthday canada!
lol

i am packing today
to bring some stuff to UT for next yr when i'm off to uni
it's kind of sad
i'm saying goodbye to a part of me
but oh well
hello new part
lol

prom is over
it was fun
grad is over
it was boring
and i didn't get the award i wanted to
but liz did
and she deserved it
so congrats and love to her

anyways
my daddy's coming home today
and we have to go pick him up soon
i'll randomnly pop in throughout the summer
but i gotta be making some $$$ for uni
lol

i would like to thank amy (=dualdesigns) so much for the two subscriptions she bought me
i can see this one is running out
thanks so much amy
ur so giving and kind!

see yas folks

RL Friends:



Peeps I Watch:



- show that you care

Collide - Howie Day

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

But I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
You somehow find, you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

it's such a beautiful song
i really love it

RL Friends:



Peeps I Watch:



- show that you care